Glad to be here starting day 9.
Wishing us all calmness and peace today.
There is peace in my home at present, AH drinking but I am working and loving my Al-anon program and so detaching with love.
I was just listening to a beautiful OA share on You Tube. The lady sharing is me basically. Such a comfort and lift.
My binge eating NO LONGER WORKS! It does not bring me the relief and opt out of life that it used to. My head understands it too well and my body knows it too well now. So it does not work. When I kept it dark and secret and had no understanding of it, it worked. It released the chemicals in me I needed.
Now it is in the stark, clear, bright sunshine, it does not work.
It needs dank darkness to live.
Now I can see it as a very sad, soul destroying activity.
Onwards all.