Originally Posted by
SoberLeigh 
Welcome to the posting side of SR, NewMe2018. Well done on 3 sober days.
Alcoholism is a terrible disease. I believe that there isn’t a human being alive that hasn’t done something that they deeply regret.
Sobriety and recovery provides a process for us to find a healthy place for those regrets - solidly in our past. Forgiving ourselves is part of that process.
I hope that the support, understanding and encouragement that you will find here helps you find sobriety, recovery and self-forgiveness.
Thank you Soberleigh! I know it will take time to forgive myself....right now its too fresh...since my last binge. I can barely look at my babies or hubby in the eyes. My hubby will barely speak to me....with all reason. I don't know how he has put up with so many years of my BS....I want with all of my being to be the best wife and mother I can be! I hope he sticks around...for my new sobriety of course! Thanks for listening!