Oh hey again,
To FreeOwl,
I guess my choice of words left some question as to where I am in this process.
I’m done, I am sober and I am going to stay that way.
I quit in July because I had had enough.
Then I had an abdominal ultrasound in December for another reason and it showed fatty liver.
So....that just really solidified my resolve to stay sober and to get healthy,
I want to live.
Another dumb thing another friend recently asked me was if my liver could heal. I said that the doctor felt that it could.
Then she was curious if I had asked the doctor if I could start drinking again once my liver “regenerated”.
I said to her I don’t know why I would ask him that.
And I told her I felt that would be like going to the ER because you shot your foot and they fixed it up, and on the way out asking them if it would be ok to go home and shoot my foot again,.