Oh love.
Your little one makes it hard for you....tantrums like that are very very difficult for mums to deal with who have NOTHING else on their plates.....it's a lot....that is a huge day for your family already today, and it's only lunchtime.
You don't have to keep eating food you don't want to eat today.....I know you don't feel well now....hot water honey....plain hot water to settle your tummy and deep breaths.
You are still the light....sending you huge hugs. ♥