Hi Timm
I think a part of me took a long time to accept that I'd gotten through my addition with so little apparent physical damage to show for it.
I was really worried about my health for quite a while after I quit and I'm sure I wore my doctors out. Thats what they're there for tho.
Eventually I calmed down and although I can still worry at times, I think I have a reasonably healthy perspective now.
Stay off Dr Google at all times
btw I was once scared of having jaundice too and my doctor said - 'you know the Simpsons? worry if you get to that colour'
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