I don't know much about your situation Midnight, but I know the pain of being stuck in a job you hate and seeing no way out, and I'm sorry you feel that way too. I used to work nightshifts in a slaughterhouse/meat factory, charming place, gosh, my supervisor was an abusive and hateful guy smoking crack before every shift... working there was honestly killing me. When I think about this expierience now, I wish I left the place sooner. Can you start looking for another job??