Hi Gilly - you're really not a hopeless case. I can't think that there's many here that have initially failed to chuck out that leftover booze "just in case". Please don't buy anymore though as when that panic comes you will, in all probability, succumb again. Instead of panic-ing, please post here on SR and if it's going through an unusual quiet time there are still heaps of inspirational threads and stories here to shore you up and help with your resolve. We're with you all the way Gilly
- much love Yix x