Good morning Dasher and welcome to SR. I honestly don't think that there's many of us here who haven't been in your position at the moment. The main thing is to try to move on from here. It's an awful, sickly feeling knowing that you've hurt others through drink but as those before me have said you now have the chance to take this opportunity to move forward in a positive way. Hugs to you and hope to see you here at SR. Yix x