Hi halvso. Thanks for your response. It’s funny, I just met with my therapist and he was explaining to me the importance of allowing myself to feel what I’m feeling as opposed to always resisting.
Thank you for your perspective nez. I’m glad meetings ended up working out for you. For me, it was a deep sense of not feeling like I belonged. That is not a jab at any of the individuals I met as people. Many of them were delightful. They just seemed not like the right people for me to be around.