Simply sobering up makes me agitated at everything. From there my brain just picks things to manifest on in an attempt to feed my AV.
" Well the first days are the hardest days, don't you worry any more,
Cause when life looks like easy street, there is danger at your door.
Think this through with me, let me know your mind,
Wo, oh, what I want to know, is are you kind?" ~Robert Hunter