Hi Davey,
Yes, the suicide hotline is a good choice too.
I notice you live in RI - You can also try The Samaritans:
24 Hour Crisis Hotline/Listening Line
Emergency? Call 911
Need to talk? (401) 272-4044 or RI (800) 365-4044
Link to their site:
The Samaritans of Rhode Island | Crisis Hotline/Listening Line