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Old 05-13-2018, 01:14 AM
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Redmayne
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My inability to simply be myself...

I don't miss my inability to simply, on any and every occasion, to simply be myself. So that now,whether in my environment or online I look for credibility, including my own, in all I meet. Golden rule,'No credibility,no me.'

To the point that I'd rather go through life sober believing I'm an alcoholic. Than drunk, trying to convince myself I'm not.

I spent far to many years doing the latter, I'd much rather be a sober alcoholic, than try to impersonate an alcoholic who is sober.

Much easier that way...
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