Thanks for all the replies. I guess I shouldn't have used the word convince. I know i need to stop, I have known this for years, I first admitted I had a problem 15 years ago. I have several moments over the last year that have led me to this site, when I have been certain that I wouldn't drink anymore, however I've ended back up where I started..
I'm hoping it doesn't take for me to get deeper in to actually stop.
I think I'm scared of the change even though I want it..
I want to overcome that and just do it..