I'm not playing some sort of game, I'm just trying to figure things out. Either AVRT doesn't work for me or I'm doing it wrong. That's all. I truly did want to quit drinking before, but now with the stress of my job kicking in, it feels like too much to tackle.
I'm not here to mess with anyone, it's just that I myself am a mess so I could see how it appears that way.
But it's great to know people think I'm an *******, certainly makes life a whole lot better.