I'm quite sure my Beast could pen a book called Procrastination for Dummies. It took me at least a couple of months to make a Big Plan that had 100% confidence behind it.
It was always, "Yes we'll make a Big Plan…but not right now. It would be better to wait until after John and Jane's wedding, or Joe's party."
This is classic Beast activity. If you want to be forever abstinent, there cannot possibly be a better time than now to quit.