Morning everyone
having some 'problems' this morning with page 133 of the book
I've already read it once and am going through again and have made a decision i will never drink again and i will never change my mind
On reading this part though it talks about how the big plan is irreversible, final, permanent etc
Those of there on here who know about my experience with AVRT will know I drank after making my first big plan - so now while AVRT is working for me I feel like a bit of a fraud with the big plan thing because I'm saying to myself IT's IRREVERSIBLE, FINAL, PERMANENT
but the beast knows that's not the case.. or is trying to tell me thats not the case because I drank last time??
Perhaps i need to speed up my reading and get to the Lapses, Relapses and other Nonsense
