Today is the day. I haven't of course finished reading all the suggested material. I will continue to put aside 15 to 30 minutes everyday for that. I got past the chapter about the Big Plan. Quite honestly I think I expected more insight from that chapter than I got, but I'm not going to drink anymore regardless. I have the rest of my life to read and reread. I've understood the basics. I won't ever drink again. My addictive voice is anything that suggests I do otherwise. I have no need to argue with my addictive voice because I'm in control and I don't drink, ever.