Old 04-07-2012, 10:45 PM
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Peta
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Join Date: Jun 2010
Posts: 123
Thanks very much Dee and ReadyandAble

Good to know you're out there and I'm amongst people like myself while i'm sitting at home in new zealand in my lounge with my husband and mother who are both drinking (i'm having a soft drink)

I feel strangely unlike a drink - I dont want to drink but there is the sense of another presence within me (the beast) who is kind of pulsating and suggesting "it's Easter have some more today and then you can quit on the 20th.. You always wanted the 20th of the 4th as your sober date"

I've yet to make a Big Plan - I need to finish reading the Rational Recovery book again
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