I'm getting to be a big fan of looking at statements I've made, and just changing a word or two. By doing this, I can change a statement of fear into one of strength and courage. May I, Kizzie?
I will be disgusted with myself in the morning if I give in to this pestering.
I refuse to be disgusted with myself in the morning so I won't give in to this pestering.
Hope you can accept the detour - you are doing very very well. Congratulations.