You make a good point
I guess the reason I left out my Big Plan is because I feel stupid having made a big plan and then having drunk afterwards
I thought that if you drank after making a Big Plan you would have to make another Big Plan so I ended up having a number of plans
When I spoke to Trimpey about this he said that your original Big Plan stands because from that time you acknowledged that to drink alcohol was morally wrong for you.
The fact I drank again after making a Big Plan was just incredibly stupid and breaking a covenant I had made with myself.
The fact that I drank didnt however erase the fact that I had made a Big Plan
- Kind of like if you get married and then cheat on your husband or wife. The act of infidelity does not make you 'unmarried' - you've just broken a vow you made to be faithful
So I've reaffirmed my original Big Plan which is that I will never drink again.
For me to drink is ALWAYS wrong.
My reason for quitting for good is because drinking is wrong and when I'm under the influence I can't guarantee my behaviour and I dislike the person I become.
Thanks