Did you obtain money for your drinks? Did you use an Atm or a debit card? Did you drive to a store or bar? Did you order from a bartender? Did you park your car outside the store and walk in to the place, you know, the alcohol selling place?
All of these are deliberate acts, conscious behaviors taken before the first drink.
However, without a working knowledge of the structural model of addiction, some people performing these immoral acts apparently believe they are powerless victims, perhaps in a bid to innoculate themselves from blame for the mayhem they cause.