Sending my thoughts and prayers to you and your family Munray. I understand how hard it is to detach. I always seek God in my times of trouble because it comforts me knowing that HE can do what I cannot. JJ always detached when he went on a "run". He always told me he did that so I wouldn't see him at his worst. I think he thought that he was doing the right thing for me. Who knows? Drugs make crazy seem normal I guess.