I'm sorry, Lovelost, I didn't mean to be so short. My apologies.
The finger snapping triggered me terribly.
You were looking for perspective on your situation. My advice remains the same, but I know it may be difficult for you. I don't think someone that makes you cry this early in a relationship is healthy. I also find his behavior very controlling and emotionally abusive.
The fact that you're questioning yourself or thinking there's something wrong with you, tells me he's already lowering your self-esteem. Any man that truly loves you wouldn't treat you this way. You deserve so much more... I can promise you that.
Please keep posting.
