Hi Tyler
I think it's noble you're thinking about others, but you have to consider your own needs too.
If you're struggling I think you're better here than not here, yeah?
I was going to comment on the other thread that it sounded a little like a set up for oblivion if things didn't work out.
I did that too - sometimes knowingly, sometimes not.
Seems to me like moving forward on the relationship front is probably not possible for you right now.
As hard as it is I think you need to focus on yourself and your ongoing recovery.
Don't worry about posting - you unerringly give good advice even tho you might not always take it yourself.
I hope you decide to stick around and post - and dump the weed vape - consider the money spent as an investment in your recovery
D