Poor kid.
"I love her more than anything in the world and to cause this much hurt and to f*** up our relationship after another bloody blackout is just too much to bear."
If only he felt this way about himself. If only he loved himself more than anything in the world. Then true love with be posible, not this, codependent clinging.
"It just hurts to put the one I love in so much hurt."
If only he would look in the mirror and say these words. And mean them"
She slept with her best friend who is a guy that night. She was terribly under the influence of both alcohol and cocaine.
Ugh. She is not relationship material. Fact. Any girl who has a male "bestie" is suspect. As far as girlfriend material goes, it's a red flag.
But last night she blamed me for it all. Blamed me for making her vulnerable again.
Of course, because she's not responsable for her actions now is she. Sounds like a bpd (border line personality disorder)
Kid you're well shot.