You have everything you need to succeed, BillyBlanks,, complete and fully formed inside you. Believe in your ability to do this, for you most certainly can. Consider every doubt and fear to be the death throes of your drinking habit, and every urge to take that drink to be coming from IT, not from you. And how can you know this to be so?
This is so because you have made this solemn, unconditional, and considered covenenant with life: you will never drink again, no matter what. And you will never change your mind.
Best to you. And ONWARD!