My Big Plan starts now. 14.48, June 6.
A good friend said to me yesterday, after I had started drinking again after 5 weeks without: "You need to get all the help you can get. You need to do everything you can. You only want to have to go through this once."
Yesterday morning that did not chime with me. I told him I was an alcoholic, of course I was going to drink again and "relapse."
After soul-searching, reading SR and everything over the past 24 hours, I realise, and pardon my French, BOLLOCKS.
I'd been struggling to find a road to not drinking that didn't niggle or annoy me in some way.
I've just gone through the AVRT flash cards, and this post, FreshStart, yous have worked wonders!
Thank you. It begins NOW.