And this, my friends, is how it's done.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ck-bottom.html
I am no longer counting the days, I dont care.
I am no longer convincing myself I am normal, I am clearly not.
I have stopped lying to myself and have forgiven myself.
This time its not about getting to week 1 or month 1 or even year 1, this is clear as glass to me, I am just not going to start drinking again ever.