stewy, here is a thread from a few years ago from an SR friend:
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ing-peace.html (Praying for peace)
he went THROUGH it all without drinking.
here is a thread from him today:
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...w-friends.html (Just a check in for old and new friends)
if you want to get out from under, youre going to have to follow in the footsteps of those that got out from under. this doing it your way and on your own isnt working very good,dont you think?
ill even put myself into it
my fiance tossed me to the curb the day after my last drunk.
it hurt, but i survived and thrived because i got into action. i didnt do it my way. didnt do it on my own. my way and on my own got me drunk every time, just as what is occurring for you.
i had help from from the program and fellowship of AA.
hoping, once again, you decide to get into action with a recovery program. it;ll be well worth it and well worth going THROUGH the crap.