ovity, im an ex drunk. what i read is a wee bit how i was- not so much looking for a relationship how adults typically have, but looking for a relationship with someone that would allow me to do what i wanted and take care of me.
until i sunk deeper into alcoholism- then i took hostagesi got manipulative and did what i could to get things my way.
when that didnt occur? big huge pity party. it was very wise for people NOT to join in.
there was a LOT of gloom,dispair,and agony for anyone that stayed around me.
ive typed it quite a few times here:
the best move any woman i was in a relationship with made was to toss me to the curb. i was only going to drag them down with me.
no one could help me.
no one caused my problems
no one could control me.
no one could cure me.
except myself.