MUMMY - we are on the same path. So close in days.
But so what, you can come right back.
I read all your posts with hope and interest. I know you can right the ship.
The MAIN thing to me is to not allow how you might feel - regret or frustration or whatever negative feeling - push you off the path you so obviously want and deserve to be on. For you and your family. You can come right back.
Sometimes I worry about counting days - whether that can be a reason to jump back into drinking if we slip up. Ie "Oh I'm back to Day 1, this is just not worth it...."
You had almost 40 days strung together. So tomorrow you can say you've been sober for ___ days out ___. It's still an accomplishment.
Hoping to see you start posting again.