good point tomsteve. I've been trying to do 'the next right thing' and that helps me stay present, to stay the course.
Dee, come to think of it, rabbits on the motorway are pretty clever. They usually get out of the way, avoiding the wreckage of alcoholism. It's the deer I worry about. Lions, lambs, rabbits and bulls luckily don't suffer from alcoholism (but I concede that they have their own issues to deal with).
Ns, that's exactly what I'm trying to do. I envision what my life should be, and try to effectuate that vision; I try to be nonsensical in my own right;-)
That's where I'm having trouble with life on life's terms and the schedule of sobriety. There has to be merit I think, though, in the notion of not trying to do too much too soon.