Mell,
When i had my 2 shots in nearly 3 years, i definitely felt a careless wave pass through me. It was an evil presence.
I listed them in my signature so i could live in truth to thine self.
Great job on telling on yourself.
When i crave i don't call myself names except one....addict.
That name is for life.
I, like everyone here, has brain damage that makes us want to drink too much to often.
We are not alone.
Thanks.