New here, already blew it for tonight :(
I was sober for nearly a month and had some family issues and used them as an excuse to drink. Now I've just been trying to dig myself back out. I was SO happy sober! Last time was easier to quit, I think it was my mind state. Now it's a daily battle at 5 o clock where I feel completely and utterly out of control. I've been begging God to help me stop again and I know He will help me pull through yet again. Hoping this place will be of some help. Reading through the forums has been helpful already. Today was my day 2 again but I already ordered some wine so there's no turning back now. I hate myself right now.