So damn angry!
First try; stayed focused on NOT drinking, went 20days. Then became so angry at thinking about not drinking, I drank.
Next try, 36 days Not thinking about drinking but focused on my goals, became angry at everyone around me that I ended up drinking.
Now I m just angry. At me, at them, at us...tired.
Where does the anger come from? I don't know. But I think it is the key. I want to be done.