I am way too focused on the medical journal paper published on the net with me in it- face and all (except a VERY slight blank over eyes). The history of how I fried is there, plus the extremity of how screwed I was...more than I was told in person. Severe lung damage at the time from smoke for eg. OK now- but no one told me this- or if they did it was when my brain was so fried I did not understand. They knew this- as I was told it later on. Let go- very hard. No point in making a fuss- it is out there now. That plus the other stuff have really bought back a lot of horrible mems of that time. Went to a meeting..2.5 hour return trip...did not help much this time.