Originally Posted by
sweetichick 
Thanks BB I feel a bit like I am in furnace of affliction now. Hope I didn't hijack the thread.
Course you didn't hijack it.
Sweetie you are learning and growing. That growing really can be painful at times but it is worth it. And just because it feels rough doesn't mean it's not working. I found that sometimes reading my own old threads helped me to spot the change that had happened. A bit like walking along a shore and glancing back along the coast to see how far weve come .
We can weather the emotional scrapes and scuffs that cone with early recovery as long as we have hope that things will get better. That's why I needed meetings and then step 2 with a good sponsor who could take the hope given to me by others and encourage me to see that this could be my own hope. Sorry if that's a bit waffley. Xx