I have finally come to the conclusion I can't drink
I have a problem. I thought it was less of an issue than it is. I don't know why since I think it is the reason I am single and my career is no where near where it should be and my life is on the brink of falling apart.
But I guess I thought I could have a drink here and there and it always ends up in a disaster.
My psychologist suggested I just tell men that I am allergic to alcohol. I think that is easier for me to admit and possibly true. I feel like I would just run men off with anything else but I am just committing to that for now.