Thread: Trying to cope
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Old 03-05-2018, 02:26 PM
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soberquest
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Trying to cope

I ended up in the hospital from falling and hitting my head on the ground. I was on my way to work and drunk, somehow I drove to a gas station, but don't remember leaving my house. I drank to calm my anxiety and depression. That was 5 days ago. I am done drinking my feelings.
I am struggling with extreme guilt, fear, and depression as well. My husband is my only confidant. I lost an hour, that's all it took. Thankfully, I had something watching over me and got me to that gas station safe, and without a dwi. I can't stop obsessing about that lost hour, and the shame of my husband, dad, and sister seeing me belligerent and drunk in the hospital.
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