Hi Oxford, like you I'm an atheist. A week ago when I decided to get serious about recovery, I started to do a ton of reading and research. I have a ton of respect for AA, as I have family members whose lives were totally turned around by it. That said, I had similar thoughts as you re. being completely honest with and about ourselves as we enter recovery. Like others have said, there are options out there - I just went to my first Smart Recovery meeting yesterday, and I found it very valuable. I'd encourage you to check a group like Smart out, for that vital community and support. What Snowydelrico said also resonates for me - at this point I'm more than happy to take tools from wherever I can get them. I'm reading the AA Big Book and looking at the Steps in some detail, because I feel there are important elements there that can aid me in my recovery. Best of luck!
JT