Hi sweetichick
I think it's just plain unvarnished alcoholism I'm afraid.
There may be things that set you off sure, but the bottom lime is that you don't have to end up drinking.
do you have any kind of action plan for when the urge comes on you? people to call from AA, posting here?
I didn't have the urge removed from me.
I had to fight it every day for while - but every day I did and didn't drink, it got a little easier
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