Doing a meeting everydąy and still had 2 bottles
What is wrong with me. Don't I get it. Just don't drink. How hard is that. I had a bottle a few days ago and one today. My psychiatrist reckons it's just coping with my mental illness is this even an excuse. I control drank for 15 years. Why now?. Admittedly my ex was out with his second wife again and the day before listed my changes to make before we could be friends again. Mainly a perfect clean house and no drinking or smoking cigarettes. Is that why. Are there too many issues. Don't know. My sponsor has none of these problems. Maybe I need to wake up and smell coffee,. She told me to smoke if Wanted to. I am 3 months into the torture. I am just not doing it.