chowchow

It was just a ****** day at work. My feelings got hurt and that's just silly. But it made me really despondent and the rest of the day I had a "f&&& it" attitude and thought what the hell I am going to drink tonight.

I still feel low. But I didn't drink. I thought about the process. I would have a glass of wine and I know that wouldn't be enough. Then I'd have another. And in the span of an hour I would drink a bottle and want more. Tomorrow I would wake up feeling awful and ashamed and guilty.

So I guess I just keep plugging on. Not every day can be good. I do wish though my first reaction wouldn't be to think of drinking.

Thanks for reading.