THey may be baby steps, but they are steps in the right direction. Alcohol breaks us down in every way. Our self esteem suffers, our confidence, even our rational thinking suffers as a result of alcohol abuse. Its a terrible drug. The beauty of the whole thing is that everything can return to normal in a life of sobriety. I didn't think that was possible, but I found that it is. Good job on the early days and keep posting.