starting over
I guess I wasn't ready a couple years ago, but I had my last drink Friday. I need to do this for me. I think my addiction is emotional vice physical but that doesn't make it less destructive. I tried moderation...that's a joke and short lived.
I've looked at the rationalizations, timing, and excuses. In the end, I have to take the blame. Not sure why this time is different, but I think I'm scared, scared I might not be able to stop.
Thank you