I haven’t been able to find anything ...
to replace that “high” I get after that first glass of wine/ shot of vodka.
That’s all I’ve been thinking about for the last several days - especially since the weather is unseasonably warm here and people are sitting outside at the end of the day enjoying happy hour.
The only thought that has prevented me from picking up is the “playing the tape forward” scenario.
I wish I can find a non-substance alternative/ equivalent to that high. It’s been seven months and I’m still searching for it.