My update: that piece I was whining about on the other page arrived today, so I'm in good spirits haha. Things feel back on track and now it's really up to me to kill it on Thursday.
After Thursday, I'd like to put some more focus on recovery stuff: maybe journaling some more, finally go to a meeting, etc.
Also might be time to start addressing my substitute dependencies. I'm definitely overdoing it with the caffeine. And then I use melatonin to help me sleep. So, it's like one drug to wake me up and another to put me to sleep (although I guess melatonin isn't much of a 'drug'). I'd like to function more naturally!