Noneever , your situation is many peoples story including mine minus DUI but how I didn't get a DUI ( drink driving ) was pure luck but as i,m not general lucky maybe someone was looking after me . I am disgusted and cringe when I think of the times I jumped in that car not only after drinking but driving with alcohol in the car , I am horrified at what could have happened .
It looks to me like you have finally had enough of this insanity and now is the time to start living a sober life . You will get your licence back at some point but for now don't look too far ahead .
Gotalife : why was the first half of your post in here , I don't see the OP singing AA praises . I don't get that unhelpful part of your post .