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Old 02-20-2018, 01:00 AM
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Join Date: Jan 2018
Posts: 222
Well if im dealing with today and today only, I'm up and on my way to work. I think whatís happened is because I started up drinking again, the urges are way worse than the last time I decided to quit.

First and foremost today, I have to break this vicious cycle and get into bed sober. I have to face any discomfort today and dismiss any cravings.

The reality has been Iíve prioritised alcohol over everything and everyone else has been a side note.

I feel like itís now this huge monster thatís taken control- Iíve got to challenge this today and take back control of the situation
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