It took me a while sober to appreciate that my life without alcohol or other ‘crutches’ was easier than with them. My brain works better, I make better decisions, those I love and value can depend on me, and I can set goals and achieve them, even exceed them. I can appreciate simple things in profound ways and make a real difference in the lives of others. I could do none of these things with those crutches strapped to my body.
Don’t worry about that pink fog dissipating. It is real, just as you are. This time is exciting and full of the promise of a full life well lived. Just keep saying yes. Onward!